Messages from heaven

 Good evening bloggers,

It is with heavy heart that I write this entry! I have been to NM to visit my grands & spend some quality time with them. I noticed that they were struggling with their speech and at three years old they really should be potty trained but they weren’t, I decided to ask my son if we could take them to their pediatrician who is my best friend. It was at that time that we found out that they have developmental speech delays and one of them met the markers for autism. So that is just one of the things that I am very concerned about, the other being my sister and my aunt lying about me. being hurt by someone who you took care of expecting nothing in return, was very hurtful. I have been struggling with this decision, but have decided to choose myself and take care of myself. So moving forward I will focus on myself and do just that, take care of myself. Needless to say I am cutting off toxic people from my life whether they be blood related or not.

Fast forward to Saturday which was the 26th death anniversary of my brother, whom I love very dearly and miss very much. As I visited my mothers grave today and I saw at least seven deer just prancing around, it brought tears to my eyes because it was that same day that I was told that my father passed. Anyone who is very close to me knows that I am a very spiritual human being and there has been some situations that I have experienced that has solidified this belief of mine. Needless to say I feel that those dear represented family members who are already dead who are dancing because now they are together, so I picture my mom my dad my brother my aunt my grandmother and my grandfather and my cousin all dancing together. I then visited my brothers grave, where I saw this one deer looking  confused but after observing this deer for over 20 minutes it became more confident and started walking then prancing almost like it was OK being on its own. If that’s not a sign I don’t know what it is; so that’s why I chose the title, messages from heaven. When God speaks to you, you listen whether it be a warning or a sign that’s solidifying a thought, you can’t ignore the signs, you have to listen and be grateful that you  have that gift. So I share with you and leave you with people that I love and care for genuinely and deeply.