Good afternoon bloggers,
Had to air this out immediately before it fled my mind!
As I sit here awaiting my results, I am in a deep state of thought: I always had this belief that everything that I have endured has been by myself! But, you see, I've had this epiphany as I wait patiently! The pivotal people that were taken from me, were taken because they can watch over me & guide me better from up above. Whenever I become scared or overwhelmed, I have learned to close my eyes & feel the presence of my paternal grandma, my brother, & my mami; the feeling of their presence allows me to calm down & gives me the confidence that I need to overcome whatever I am struggling with. I was not priveleged to meet my Aunt Rosa (my mami's older sister), but I feel like her soul watches over me.
She was the first on my maternal side of the family to obtain a degree, a degree in nursing (none the less)!
As for those who were "taken" from me in other ways, I believe that they were incapable of being strong with me or were/are too weak to participate/ be a part of my life. As I continue my journey & triumph all my obstacles, I can feel my strength multiplying & my soul growing!
I would like to take a moment to thank the important people, who are currently in my life that have been supportive as I move forward in my life. Y'all know who you are, I appreciate your words of encouragement & all your thoughtful actions!
I love ❤️ y'all & truly appreciate your presence in my life!
Had to air this out immediately before it fled my mind!
As I sit here awaiting my results, I am in a deep state of thought: I always had this belief that everything that I have endured has been by myself! But, you see, I've had this epiphany as I wait patiently! The pivotal people that were taken from me, were taken because they can watch over me & guide me better from up above. Whenever I become scared or overwhelmed, I have learned to close my eyes & feel the presence of my paternal grandma, my brother, & my mami; the feeling of their presence allows me to calm down & gives me the confidence that I need to overcome whatever I am struggling with. I was not priveleged to meet my Aunt Rosa (my mami's older sister), but I feel like her soul watches over me.
She was the first on my maternal side of the family to obtain a degree, a degree in nursing (none the less)!
As for those who were "taken" from me in other ways, I believe that they were incapable of being strong with me or were/are too weak to participate/ be a part of my life. As I continue my journey & triumph all my obstacles, I can feel my strength multiplying & my soul growing!
I would like to take a moment to thank the important people, who are currently in my life that have been supportive as I move forward in my life. Y'all know who you are, I appreciate your words of encouragement & all your thoughtful actions!
I love ❤️ y'all & truly appreciate your presence in my life!
