Couldn't sleep last night & my mind went into author mode, so here is what my mind cranked out! Enjoy:
More:
As I continue to celebrate my fabulous 44 years of living & continue to travel & visit family & friends, I ask myself why do I want more? Is it because I give more so I feel like I am entitled to more, or is because I deserve more! More, you ask, more of what? I want more time with my family, more knowledge for work, more wisdom for my personal life. I want to create more cherished memories with my friends, I want more energy from my grandchildren. I want more love, more intimacy, more consistency! Am I wrong for wanting more? I don't think so, I have more to give & expect to receive more! No I'm not needy I'd rather refer to myself as a positive force to reckon with. I am a people person, not sure if it's a curse or a blessing; but whatever it is I'm running with it!
I found out yesterday morning that my sister is sick, & although we're not close, I worry about her. I made a promise to my mom that I would work on our relationship to make a stronger bond between us, but anybody who knows her, knows how difficult that can be! No matter how she is, I have to fix us! After all we are all we got. So I pray, and ask God to give me the strength, energy, & wisdom to make this bond tight & positive. So now I ask for more time with her, more memories with her & more love between us!
