I know it has been a while since I have submitted an entry, but, I have been living my life! I am glad to report that I have finally learned not to expect anything in life. To enjoy what is & if my situations are negative or positive take the good things to enhance my life & learn from the negative, either way, I gain something & turn it into positive!
I have been enjoying my family, especially my grand kids. They have given me a different perspective on life. Having lost pivotal people in my life has made me realize that I have to appreciate those I love more while I am still alive. I have slowed down my work flow, but I am disappointed to report that my education goals have been put on pause. My relationships with my colleagues has become stronger, they have become my support system & my family. My closest friends have become my cheerleaders & continue to stand by my side no matter what!
As for my mental & physical health, I have adopted a set of healthy habbits, which include a 10 minute physical challenge & @ least a 4 mile walk daily. I am also weaning myself off of meat & been eating more veggies & fruits. And have been volunteering acts of kindness to people/strangers, I believe its good karma. I'm trying to show my kids & grand kids that this is a way of living to make our world better. I hope they follow in my lead. Forgiving those who have hurt me has also been challenging, but it is a must, to let go & let God. The only person who can't get over his truth is my ex-husband- let it go Mark, you have given me back to me! We are good!
And finally, my relationship status: which has flourished! After failing, with paying a large sum to a matchmaker, a few inappropriate relationships, & constantly being harassed by guys (of all ages) with 1 track minds, I have reconnected with a lost love. Somebody who has known me before I became me & who is not intimidated by all I am & have to offer. 28 years of lessons & situations has built my character & I have evolved in so many ways, all leading up to this. He is private, & I have to respect that, so I won't mention his name. We have been talking & rediscovering ourselves for the past couple of months & we are moving forward! we will be redefining our own relationship & not comparing it to any standards. But, I do look forward to building an empire with him & finally trusting in love & constructing our lives together, with faith: anything is possible.
So allow me to share me & mine with you:
My little minnie me, has all her Lola's character
Oloff & my Peds ED family from SBMC- they always have my bac!
