Hello bloggers,
Feeling very philosophical post Dubai trip! So here are my thoughts, raw & real to me!
Life has a cruel way of taking away people you love,
Whether they were your parent, siblings, or a lover
They served their purpose in your life, they left you with cherished memories, valuable lessons, & a sense of pride to carry on in their honor.
So, here I am, carrying on in honor of my mother, my brother, my sister, & a lover.
And as I carry on, I would like to reveal to the world my internal desire.
Yes, I'm a very strong woman, I can handle just about anything that life throws my way.
But @ the same time, I'm very human, & with my humanity comes a deep internal desire of wanting love.
Love you say, yes, love. But you already have love, yes, I have family love: daughter love, son love, grandchildren love, friend love, sister love, father love & of course dog love.
But the love I desire is more of an emotional, more intimate, more respectful, more devotional, more sexual, more mental, & yes lawd, more physical, it comes with loyalty & integrity, that both partners present with pride. Not only to receive this type of love but to share it & practice it with a man until we perfect it!
I think all of us deserve this type of love @ least once in a lifetime!
And although I have been blessed with many types of loves in my life, my internal desire for this type of love fuels me daily, & I am grateful to have all the other loves in my life!
Feeling very philosophical post Dubai trip! So here are my thoughts, raw & real to me!
Life has a cruel way of taking away people you love,
Whether they were your parent, siblings, or a lover
They served their purpose in your life, they left you with cherished memories, valuable lessons, & a sense of pride to carry on in their honor.
So, here I am, carrying on in honor of my mother, my brother, my sister, & a lover.
And as I carry on, I would like to reveal to the world my internal desire.
Yes, I'm a very strong woman, I can handle just about anything that life throws my way.
But @ the same time, I'm very human, & with my humanity comes a deep internal desire of wanting love.
Love you say, yes, love. But you already have love, yes, I have family love: daughter love, son love, grandchildren love, friend love, sister love, father love & of course dog love.
But the love I desire is more of an emotional, more intimate, more respectful, more devotional, more sexual, more mental, & yes lawd, more physical, it comes with loyalty & integrity, that both partners present with pride. Not only to receive this type of love but to share it & practice it with a man until we perfect it!
I think all of us deserve this type of love @ least once in a lifetime!
And although I have been blessed with many types of loves in my life, my internal desire for this type of love fuels me daily, & I am grateful to have all the other loves in my life!
