Prosperous Soul: May 2013

Here I am @ 1:30 am, after a 10 hr shift of managing situations, patients, staff, & beds; & even though I'm exhausted, I have to watch one of my favorite shows,:Scandal. And after watching it, I have to say, that the ending was disappointing.
After being in a dedicated relationship (on my part), I have learned that no matter how loyal, honest & dedicated one can be, your partner may stray. I've been told by my family & friends that I sound like a scorned woman, & maybe I do, but in all honesty: people will cheat. Men, women we all get bored & want some adventure & even want something different. & Although, I was content with my marriage, it did become monotonous & boring. But, the thing about me, is that I am a loyal person. My loyalty trumped my boredom, my family was more important to me than my sexual desires.
I can't sit here & tell you that I am an angel, I do admit to doing inappropriate things with the wrong people, but it was after my divorce. I may not be proud of my prior actions, but, I can honestly say that it was not for me. Deep down within I'm a loyal person & deserve to be treated equally loyally.
Besides my loyalty, I have other qualities that I'm sure my equal would appreciate. I do have to admit that my less desirable qualities include, but are not limited to: flatulence, infectious laughter, sarcasm, & wittiness. My more desirable qualities include, but are not limited to: honesty, loyalty, sexiness, appetite (if you know what I mean), spontaneity & flexibility (;-).
I'm not perfect but I am comfortable with whom I've become! And after my breast cancer scare this past week, I feel like I can say/write/blog how I feel & state my point of view. After all, we are all entitled to our opinions & views. & @ this point in my life I finally feel comfortable in my skin & the confidence within me is overflowing through my skin! My family & friends, whom love me, appreciate that about me & I finally can do, say, write what I want & I refuse to worry about other's opinions & judgements!
And this is my Truth:

my fur intoxication: