I've been in a short media vacation. I have taken some time to date, & realized that I don't like the new dating seen! I've met some shady characters & a few nice guys. Some with sexual agendas & others that are confused about what they want!
I unfortunately know exactly what I want & I'm sorry I'm not settling for less. I have promised myself to maintain my standards & although it's exhausting introducing myself to new guys, I realize that I have come a long way. I have had some very interesting "relationship" encounters recently, but they all served a purpose & taught me very valuable lessons that I needed to learn in order to move forward. I've been told that I'm unique, passionate & intimidating. All compliments to my character., I can only be myself. And as I continue my journey in life, I continue to evolve, all for the best. I've only experienced romantic love 3 times in my life, so far, & I have to say that all 3 guys had their flaws & assets; but they all taught me different things about myself. That valuable knowledge has allowed me to learn how to inspire, depend, & challenge myself.
My experience has taught me that self evolution is difficult but necessary. And to be quite honest with you, I am becoming addicted to self challenges. It's hard to explain, but when you achieve something that you thought you were incapable of, & when you succeed the challenge: it's empowering! Being able to have self discipline, especially when it comes to sex (for me), is the ultimate rush!
I know my worth! My brutal honesty, loyalty, & passionate soul is my gift to my future partner!
