Good evening fellow bloggers,
I have slowed down my work schedule & am relearning how to enjoy the people & the things I enjoy the most! I am glad to report that my continued manifestation is blossoming, I have witnessed allot of my colleagues & mentees move up the nursing career ladder. It has awaken the student in me, I am so proud of all of my colleagues & menteees who graduated this year! What an accomplishment! Working full time, managing a household & still managing to graduate grad school is not easy; but, for those who want it bad enough, they make it happen. Shout out to all of you who got it done: Malissa, Mike, Jenny, Yanitza, Jessica, Nhyra, Rhys, Raena & others. Just recently one of my colleagues in CSICU, who after several years of working in CSICU, obtained her BSN. She has reinforced my desire to finish my DNP. I do have to say it has become more challenging for me to achieve this goal, working 2 jobs, my travel business & managing a household that consists of my grand daughter, son, oldest daughter & now my daughter in law, has made it impossible.
But @ the same time, I love having my grand daughter & grand son close to me, & have become distracted spending quality time with my little munchkins, those blessings are a reminder of how blessed I am. But, it makes me wish I had my mom & brother here to share those blessings with me. It gives me some solace to know that they watch over me & my family.
Saturday, May 28, 2016
Tuesday, May 3, 2016
Change is the only constant in life!
Good afternoon bloggers,
So, I'm so excited to report that I finally have my grand daughter & grand son close to me. Unfortunately, my son had to stay in NM to deal with judicial complications. I hope he learns his lesson & grows wiser from his situation. But, I'm not going to let that dampen the moment of having my grand babies together & with me!
As I continue to challenge myself, I am happy to report that I just completed my first 5k run! I didn't really prepare for it appropriately, but, the levels of serotonin it released has me wanting more. That was my physical challenge, now for my mental challenge: I am happy to report that I have been reading some pretty awesome self help books. I've actually started doing things that I am uncomfortable doing when it comes to my social life. I deleted all my online dating accounts, I only met a handful of worthy men that deserve my acquaintance. I find myself confident enough to attract my tribe with my vibe, & hopefully one will present himself that is worthy to be a part of my Queendom! I have faith & am staying positive about all aspects of my life. As for work, I continue to hustle both my gigs @ both hospitals & have picked up on my home based business (holla or check my web site out): Delilahstravel.paycation.com , I'm trying to travel more!
I swear the older I get the more comfortable & more in love I become with myself! The changes in my life are more welcomed & I'm no longer afraid of any change. In fact, I anticipate them & desire them, there is no limit to where I'm going! Loving my life & accept any challenge that is put before me!
So, I'm so excited to report that I finally have my grand daughter & grand son close to me. Unfortunately, my son had to stay in NM to deal with judicial complications. I hope he learns his lesson & grows wiser from his situation. But, I'm not going to let that dampen the moment of having my grand babies together & with me!
As I continue to challenge myself, I am happy to report that I just completed my first 5k run! I didn't really prepare for it appropriately, but, the levels of serotonin it released has me wanting more. That was my physical challenge, now for my mental challenge: I am happy to report that I have been reading some pretty awesome self help books. I've actually started doing things that I am uncomfortable doing when it comes to my social life. I deleted all my online dating accounts, I only met a handful of worthy men that deserve my acquaintance. I find myself confident enough to attract my tribe with my vibe, & hopefully one will present himself that is worthy to be a part of my Queendom! I have faith & am staying positive about all aspects of my life. As for work, I continue to hustle both my gigs @ both hospitals & have picked up on my home based business (holla or check my web site out): Delilahstravel.paycation.com , I'm trying to travel more!
I swear the older I get the more comfortable & more in love I become with myself! The changes in my life are more welcomed & I'm no longer afraid of any change. In fact, I anticipate them & desire them, there is no limit to where I'm going! Loving my life & accept any challenge that is put before me!
Saturday, February 27, 2016
Delilafesto
I am not your ordinary woman
I enjoy intelligent conversations
I have an actively vivid imagination
My passion for life & my family is relentless
I am known to be loud, funny, & unfiltered, but I have the ability to be the most professional person you will ever know- I am excellent @ adapting like that!
My compassion makes me one of the best bedside nurses you will ever have
My modesty & humbleness makes me the favorite supervisor, as per my staff
My sexual desires make me an oddity, according to my ex-lovers
My layers of complexity make me a force to reckon with
My past experiences have fueled my strength & remind me to cherish people & not objects
I have certain expectations about how I want to be treated
So, if you step to me don't be intimidated, just approach me correctly & learn my worth!
My capabilities include, but are not limited to, healing & nurturing the sick, loving without boundaries, the ability to fix things & have pride in my work ethic!
My readiness to learn new things and not fearing new challenges @ any level: physical, mental, & emotional!
And no, I am not perfect, but, I know what I bring to the table.
I know my flaws & embrace them!
My inner joy, far exceeds what any living being can do to me!
I'm more than the sum of my parts!
And that's what makes me uniquely awesome!
~~~~~~~~~Delilafesto
I enjoy intelligent conversations
I have an actively vivid imagination
My passion for life & my family is relentless
I am known to be loud, funny, & unfiltered, but I have the ability to be the most professional person you will ever know- I am excellent @ adapting like that!
My compassion makes me one of the best bedside nurses you will ever have
My modesty & humbleness makes me the favorite supervisor, as per my staff
My sexual desires make me an oddity, according to my ex-lovers
My layers of complexity make me a force to reckon with
My past experiences have fueled my strength & remind me to cherish people & not objects
I have certain expectations about how I want to be treated
So, if you step to me don't be intimidated, just approach me correctly & learn my worth!
My capabilities include, but are not limited to, healing & nurturing the sick, loving without boundaries, the ability to fix things & have pride in my work ethic!
My readiness to learn new things and not fearing new challenges @ any level: physical, mental, & emotional!
And no, I am not perfect, but, I know what I bring to the table.
I know my flaws & embrace them!
My inner joy, far exceeds what any living being can do to me!
I'm more than the sum of my parts!
And that's what makes me uniquely awesome!
~~~~~~~~~Delilafesto
Friday, February 26, 2016
Missing you immensely
Missing you immensely
How I miss texting you inappropriate things & sayings
How I miss hearing your voice
How I miss seeing your face, especially your devilish smile
How I miss your goofy gestures
How I miss the things you said
Oh my & how I miss the things we did
Since you've been gone there hasn't been anybody who makes me feel like you did
Although I have tried, you definitely left the bar high
How I miss our crazy rendezvous!
And although I never said it, you knew I loved you, and I miss you saying it too
How much fun we had, the conversations we had
You reminded me of who I am, you made me feel beautiful & sexy again
How I miss you? I miss you immensely!
Tuesday, February 9, 2016
Welcome to MY Queendom
Welcome to MY Queendom:
Where you are completely accepted in your entirety, flaws & all. You are encouraged to be yourself. You are celebrated for your uniqueness. You are appreciated for your genuineness and consistency. Your opinion and efforts are valued. Not only are you seen, you are heard and expected to contribute on all levels: emotionally, physically, spiritually and yes, financially! And KNOW that all these priveleges given to you, my King, are the standard that you will be expected to reciprocate to your beloved Queen!
Where you are completely accepted in your entirety, flaws & all. You are encouraged to be yourself. You are celebrated for your uniqueness. You are appreciated for your genuineness and consistency. Your opinion and efforts are valued. Not only are you seen, you are heard and expected to contribute on all levels: emotionally, physically, spiritually and yes, financially! And KNOW that all these priveleges given to you, my King, are the standard that you will be expected to reciprocate to your beloved Queen!
Thursday, January 28, 2016
Self inspiration
Good evening bloggers,
I've been in a short media vacation. I have taken some time to date, & realized that I don't like the new dating seen! I've met some shady characters & a few nice guys. Some with sexual agendas & others that are confused about what they want!
I unfortunately know exactly what I want & I'm sorry I'm not settling for less. I have promised myself to maintain my standards & although it's exhausting introducing myself to new guys, I realize that I have come a long way. I have had some very interesting "relationship" encounters recently, but they all served a purpose & taught me very valuable lessons that I needed to learn in order to move forward. I've been told that I'm unique, passionate & intimidating. All compliments to my character., I can only be myself. And as I continue my journey in life, I continue to evolve, all for the best. I've only experienced romantic love 3 times in my life, so far, & I have to say that all 3 guys had their flaws & assets; but they all taught me different things about myself. That valuable knowledge has allowed me to learn how to inspire, depend, & challenge myself.
My experience has taught me that self evolution is difficult but necessary. And to be quite honest with you, I am becoming addicted to self challenges. It's hard to explain, but when you achieve something that you thought you were incapable of, & when you succeed the challenge: it's empowering! Being able to have self discipline, especially when it comes to sex (for me), is the ultimate rush!
I know my worth! My brutal honesty, loyalty, & passionate soul is my gift to my future partner!
I've been in a short media vacation. I have taken some time to date, & realized that I don't like the new dating seen! I've met some shady characters & a few nice guys. Some with sexual agendas & others that are confused about what they want!
I unfortunately know exactly what I want & I'm sorry I'm not settling for less. I have promised myself to maintain my standards & although it's exhausting introducing myself to new guys, I realize that I have come a long way. I have had some very interesting "relationship" encounters recently, but they all served a purpose & taught me very valuable lessons that I needed to learn in order to move forward. I've been told that I'm unique, passionate & intimidating. All compliments to my character., I can only be myself. And as I continue my journey in life, I continue to evolve, all for the best. I've only experienced romantic love 3 times in my life, so far, & I have to say that all 3 guys had their flaws & assets; but they all taught me different things about myself. That valuable knowledge has allowed me to learn how to inspire, depend, & challenge myself.
My experience has taught me that self evolution is difficult but necessary. And to be quite honest with you, I am becoming addicted to self challenges. It's hard to explain, but when you achieve something that you thought you were incapable of, & when you succeed the challenge: it's empowering! Being able to have self discipline, especially when it comes to sex (for me), is the ultimate rush!
I know my worth! My brutal honesty, loyalty, & passionate soul is my gift to my future partner!
Wednesday, December 9, 2015
Physically healng
hello bloggers,
I've been laying in my bed for the past 6 days, sickened with what I believe to be the flu. Not being able to watch TV, due to light sensitivity, or read due to headaches has been very challenging for me. But I have spent the last 144 hours with my thoughts & the only being that can't get infected by my sickness, stinky Marley. Between the fevers & all the meds I've been taking I've managed to have very lucid dreams, which have been a form of closure with my mom & brother. I'm @ peace with their deaths & no longer feel left or abandoned, I now feel like they are always with me & have been.
As for my thoughts, it has come to my attention that @ 44 years old, I am finally comfortable with who I have become. Being by myself has taught me some much needed discipline, & although I still struggle with my fleshly needs, I have learned how to avoid negative people & wrong situations. I now move forward with hope & optimism. I have learned to rely on myself when it comes to companionship. I read & write much more than I use to & I really enjoy spending time with people who are really important to me. And it has become crucial for me to challenge myself, mentally & physically, I never thought that after everything that I have been through, that I am now standing even stronger than I was before. Take nothing for granted, your losses make room for better things, your gains confirm your ability. And although I'm sick & can hardly finish my thoughts or what I want to write for that matter I am content & most importantly happy with just me!
As you can see the fevers are clearing & the meds are finally taking a toll, but even like this, I am happy!
I've been laying in my bed for the past 6 days, sickened with what I believe to be the flu. Not being able to watch TV, due to light sensitivity, or read due to headaches has been very challenging for me. But I have spent the last 144 hours with my thoughts & the only being that can't get infected by my sickness, stinky Marley. Between the fevers & all the meds I've been taking I've managed to have very lucid dreams, which have been a form of closure with my mom & brother. I'm @ peace with their deaths & no longer feel left or abandoned, I now feel like they are always with me & have been.
As for my thoughts, it has come to my attention that @ 44 years old, I am finally comfortable with who I have become. Being by myself has taught me some much needed discipline, & although I still struggle with my fleshly needs, I have learned how to avoid negative people & wrong situations. I now move forward with hope & optimism. I have learned to rely on myself when it comes to companionship. I read & write much more than I use to & I really enjoy spending time with people who are really important to me. And it has become crucial for me to challenge myself, mentally & physically, I never thought that after everything that I have been through, that I am now standing even stronger than I was before. Take nothing for granted, your losses make room for better things, your gains confirm your ability. And although I'm sick & can hardly finish my thoughts or what I want to write for that matter I am content & most importantly happy with just me!
As you can see the fevers are clearing & the meds are finally taking a toll, but even like this, I am happy!
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